My name is Alisa Emmanuel, some of my mates love calling me "Draco". It all started when I gained admission into University of Ilorin as a Nursing Student. I was put into a room with three other guys like me and all went so well until I started having some kind of funny feeling towards one of my roommates.
At first, I wasn't really sure I was in my right sense and sometimes... I just shove such obscene thoughts away thinking they are just whispers from the devil. But to be honest, these thoughts kept on bordering me whenever I think about him or get too close to him. Even sometimes when he walks into the room, my heart pumps faster and my d*ck grows bigger. Funny right? Not until one day when he was sleeping on my bed and on sighting his beautiful face and pink lips slightly opened, I moved on close to him till I got to the side of my bed and stares deep into his eyes so much that I began to notice some kind of wet secretions staining my boxers.
I tried my best to stop myself from doing the unimaginable but that night, I had no other choice than to jerk off in the bathroom while looking at one of his pictures on my phone. Oh my God! As if it wasn't enough, these feelings keep biting me day and night and sometimes I feel, if I wasn't careful enough, I will rape him. As a matter of fact, he looks feminine, but a guy as he is...one can easily mistake him for a lady whilst staring at him from the back or mare looking at his face. I haven't discussed this particular problem with anyone not even this guy, but to be honest...I'm beginning to think I'm turning gay.
So dear ladies andgentlemen, I'll love if you could all advice me on what to do. Am I really turning gay, or is it just a normal phase single (unmarried) guys like me pass through?
Feel Free to have your take on this